vacation starts tomorrow.

vacation starts tomorrow, miss all of you.

9 days. sigh. not going so well.

1965 Chevrolet Corvette

love you a lot hannah.

Nikon D90 & Minolta X-300

GREAT day, dad taught me EVERYTHING about cameras. He gave me his old camera and said I could also use the new one. Damnn I fuckin LOVE his old camera. The focus is alkdsfjklsaklfjsajkl awesome. It made me feel A LOT closer to my dad. Today's my brother's birthday (= He's turning eight and we're having guest over.

stay focused

ROFL I LOVE ALLISON LU!

remember all the things we wanted.

How ya feelin'?

The day has had its way with both of us.

And oh, I've gone out of my way.

But I'm not free from this pain I'm feeling.

I was a fool to think someday you would come around.

But no, I'm not thinking that way.

Ragdoll - Maroon 5

Do you remember what we were?

Do you find out what regret is for right before you die?

Rise - Will Dailey

And you be with the cops, you niggas is McLovin.

"WAIT ARE YOU GONNA SAY 1,2,3 GO? OR 123?"

- hannah

just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of..

London Beckoned Songs About Money By Machines - Panic! at the Disco

Stop stalling, make a name for yourself.

Boy you better put that pen to paper and charm your way out.

If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up

With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun

Start talking "a sensationalist"

Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent

If you talk you better walk you better keep your mouth shut

With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun

(Panic!: meet the press)

It's time for us to take a chance

It's time for us to take a chance

(Panic!: meet the press)

It's time for us to take a chance

It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs

Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue

If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up

With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun

Start talking "a sensationalist"

Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent

Well keep quiet let us sing like the doves

Then decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof.

Just for the record,

The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:

A. Indifference or

B. Disinterest in what the critics say

It's time for us to take a chance

It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Just for the record,

The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:

A. Indifference or

B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,

Make us it, make us hip, make us scene

Or shrug us off your shoulders

Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Just for the record,

The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:

A. Indifference or

B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Studied all day. Dammn I can't believe Panic! is breaking up =/

boys who wear eyeliner.

Damn blog, haven't been updating. Been extremely lazy and stuff; don't wanna type.

Come save me from walking off a windowsill or I'll sleep in the rain.

Don't you remember when I was a bird and you were a map?
Now he drags down miles in America briefcase in hand.
The stove is creeping up his spine again, can't get enough trash.

He took the days for pageant
Became as mad as rabbits
With bushels of bad habits
Who could ask for anymore?
who could have more?

His arms were the branches of a Christmas tree
preached the devil in the belfry.
He checked in to learn his clothes had been thieved at the train station.
A rope hung his other branch and at the end was a dog called Bambi
Who was chewing on his parliaments when he tried to save the calendar business.
He tried to save the calendar business.

He took the days for pageant
became as mad as rabbits
With bushels of bad habits
Who could ask for anymore?
who could have more?

The poor son of a humble chimney sweep fell to a cheap crowd
So stay asleep and put on that cursive type, you know we live in a toy.
You know that Paul Cates bought himself a trumpet from the Salvation Army.
But there ain't no sunshine in his song
We must reinvent love.
reinvent love
reinvent love

He took the days for pageant
became as mad as rabbits
With bushels of bad habits
Who could ask for anymore?
Yeah who could have more?

We must reinvent love
reinvent love
reinvent love

Mad as Rabbits - Panic! at the Disco.

Panic! is breaking up )= cry*

HECKA HOOCHIE!

me: ANTM!

me: GUESS WHAT THAT STANDS FOR?

hiromi: americas

hiromi: next

hiromi: top

hiromi: model

me: fuck no

hiromi: LOL

me: AUSTRALIA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!

hiromi: LOLOLOL

hiromi:HAHAHAHAHA

Spent the day with Hannah today. We made pancakes when I got to her house. I swear, I'm ALWAYS making pancakes at her house. Food just always tastes better there. We watched the Maury show and saw HECKA LIARS AND HOOCHIES! Tyra Banks and her big ass head. We laughed HECKA LOUD AND SUNG A LOT. Not gonna talk bout the scary part of the day. LKASLJDKFLKDSA. We ate A LOT. I watched Diego ( Hannah's cousin ) dance! OMFG THAT BOY HAS MOOVES! Her other cousin was very shy and kept running away from me, but s'ok. Like always, I talked to Hannah's dad. This time we talked about FOOD. YUMMY. We talked about our favorite foods and least favorite. Imma make this blog short cause I'm extremely exhausted.

Chai tea latte - Angel Taylor.

BTW, I cleaned/organized my room. Put up hecka stuff on walls. It looks pretty badass if you ask me.

chocolate sushi.

Sleeping at 11am or earlier from now on. Had the best sleep in a long time last night. Still tired though. Needa get up right now cause it's gonna be a long day...

Justt got back not so long ago. I woke up around 7:30 today. Showered and dressed. Went with my dad to drive my brother to summerschool then went to Hannah's house to pick up some stuff. I LOVEE THAT LETTER YOU WROTE!* Hannah is so special to me. AMAZING PERSON. After that I went home and watched CSI: NY. My favorite kinda CSI right there! Ahahhaa, damn addiction. I went and got a haircut from Suzanne's mom. Stacy's Hair Studio on Taraval. She gives the BEST haircuts! Goofed off after that. Went to the beach to just sit and think. HECKA COLD WEATHER TODAY! I loved it. Gonna sleep around 10 tonight, good progress. Hanging out with Hiromi, Yu ling and some other people tomorrow. Overall, an alright day.

just listen.

Damn European cars.

FREAKINNN DROOLL. Dang I want those cars. I spent the whole day painting Hannah's picture. I effed it up big time. Don't even want to look at it. I had a no life day. Hahahah. YAY SABRINA IS GONNA ACCEPT GOD INTO HER LIFE! Imma pray for you every single day (= . I love you A LOT.

me: Lamborghini 350GTV

me: KLSDFJLKLDJSALLKJSDALFKSDLJKFSDAKLJFSKLJADFSA

hiromi: chill out

me: but its soo nicee

hiromi: yeah then again its a car

me: yeah but then again

me: its ONLY beyonce

me: its ONLY jessica alba

hiromi: LOL fine then yun!

Lamborghini 350GTV & Lamborghini 400 GT 2+2

omg..drooool.

Jizz and Crackers!

hiromi : my food is yummy

me : cheese and crackers?

hiromi : jeez and crackers

me : JIZZ AND CRACKERS! LOLOLOL

me: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

hiromi : lololol OLOLOLOLOL OLOLOLOL

HAHAHA I LOVE INSIDE JOKES! (=

oh dang! nice stuff.

Swirls In Notebook

Lunch Bag Drawings

132x98 cm black marker pen on canvas Eric Fiol 2008

By, Sylvia Ji.

asldkfkljsadf.

$85.26 on oil painting material.

Praying to get through another day.

If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match.

what-the-heck.

anyway.
yun, thank you so much for being there, for what, 3 years? yah.
you really are amazing and i sometimes wish the world would act the way you do.
i don't know what else to say that is not cliche.
but thank you for that comment.
brought up my spirits.
i really didn't expect anyone to read that blog.
since it's so long and my opinions are so.. meh.
but you did and that brings me hope.
i wish we will keep in touch at lowell.
oh and one more thing:
learn your lyrics
(show me yo bootyhole-saosin, trouble-nevershoutnever, and memorize words to kakums's videos)
so we can go beserk, showing our booty, bringing trouble together.
that didn't make much sense but i just wanted to let the world know this.

So my FANTABULOUS friend Allison wrote that as a response for my comment that I wrote in one of her blogs. Quite frankly Allison, I have no idea why you need to "wish" we're gonna keep in touch. Stop acting like imma leave you or vice versa cause I highly, HIGHLY doubt that. You know, I started crying when I read what you wrote. Really made me happy. You are an amazing person with a lot to offer. Don't ever let others get you down because you deserve to be happy. If you are down though, you know I'm always there for you. Gotta stay optimistic right? No one else can agree with me more about my taste of guys, RIGHT? WINK WINK* AHAHA, if that was in person I'd probably be twitching..so MAJOR FAIL.Your opinions mean the world to me and I always love to hear what you have to say.Your blogs are interesting and I love reading them.BTW,you'll be going to my house soon and we WILL be making that video. FOR SURE. Locker rooms are gonna be lonely & boring without you. Hopefully we WILL have a class together. What are the odds right? I won't be like those other people who have let you down, I cross my heart cause I'm a wilderness explorer. And I'm letting the world know this;

I FUCKIN LOVE ALLISON LU THAT BESERK BOOTYHOLE TROUBLE SINGER.

desirehiromi: i think donny is a homosexual

So today was a pretty slow day I guess. Nothing really interesting happened. I watched LA Ink, and dude I have to say, MAD RESPECT FOR THOSE TATTOO ARTIST. Hardly got any sleep last night. Actually, I didn't get any sleep last night. Went out and stayed at the beach for awhile then came back. Later on I stayed outside at backyard. I really needa break this habit. But honestly, wouldn't it be badass if I had a license as a tattoo artist? It could be on my resume. Watched Bruno today. It was the laksdflkjdlsa BEST movie ever. Laughed my butt off nonstop. Probably gonna watch that again. Short blog, nothing much to say. Oh yeah, and check out this beautiful photograph.

Short shorts.

Went to the beach and just sat there. Thought about a lot of stuff. Hiromi met up with me later and we went for a walk. We talked about his football practice and other stuff. It was hilarious cause we found a pair of HECKA SMALL short shorts. I took a picture and compared to the size of his shoe, it was smaller. Went home after and watched CSI. There was this one creepy episode, not gonna get into details. Found really nice tattoos that people have. I'm still itching for a tattoo but I don't like the idea of permanent stuff. I'll just stick with drawing on myself all the time! Plan on going to Haight really soon and getting oil paints, canvas, and brushes. Hiromi and I are gonna go to Stones and buy green tea frappuccinos & those heckkaa good sandwiches. Dying to go on that trip with Sabrina. It's gonna be loads of fun, for sure. I still have you people in my prayers*. One and a half more months of summer. No need to worry right? G'night, take care, and sweet dreams.

Whenever I see buggies now, I think of Jenelle, Hannah or Hiromi. I just NEED someone to punch.

mind-blowing.

Help, I’m alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer.

Allison Lu is special to me (=

Today was an okay day I guess. Woke up really early, around 7, 8. Watched Degrassi, IT WAS THE EPISODE WHERE THE DUDE GETS BALL CANCER! Flipped out cause it reminded me of good times at Hannah's house. Talked to Jenelle at one point. We talked about her stay in Stockton and how her cousin's consider themselves Pacific Islanders. Why though? Cause if they're Filipino why call yourself another race? Am I missing out on something? I don't go around saying I'm black, okay so maybe I do BUT STILL. I think they're gonna realize how foolish they've been in 10 years or so. Talked to Michelle Tibon about it, still don't quite understand it. Btw, FILIPINO* DAMN MICHELLE YOU HAPPY? AHAHA. We also talked about our CONNECTIONS! Ahahah, only she would know! Seems like I always have pictures in my blogs. I. LIKE. IT. Makes things more interesting dontcha agree? FANCY THAT! Still praying that something will happen.* Hanging out with Hiromi tomorrow so that's good. G'NIGHTT.

Impossible to find.

^ painting for hannah (=

Today was an okay day. Woke up to find myself home alone. Parents went out and I had to make my own lunch. Watched some CSI, I'll never get bored of that show. Talked to Hannah on aim for awhile, Cody is way cute. AHAHAH. We talked about the painting imma me doing really soon for her & her family. I'm excited to start working on it, all I need to do is go to Haight and buy some brushes and paints. Literally FREAKED OUT cause I couldn't find a song I really liked. Hannah tried to help me find it too but it was unsuccessful. In the end, I found the song and was EXTREMELYY HAPPY. I used to adore this song, Matt Kearney - Nothing Left To Lose. Signed off aim and practiced a lil of piano and ate some cantaloup. Had this hilarious talk with Hiromi. We talked about how we'll probably be in 10-15 years. He said he saw me still doing something involving art but I said I'm not sure about that. I told him that I think I'm gonna own this modest looking house and make it all chic, interesting, modern meets vintage and artistic. I also told him that I can see him successful but still humble. Hopefully humble. We talked about his football training for Lowell. He sent me this hilarious text about a interesting conversation he had with this one bum. I wanna find someone like that that I can talk to. NOT surprisingly, we have more inside jokes now. 15 years, GRAMMAR FAIL, & Haight to talk to some bums. I always have good conversation with this dude. Talked to Hannah too! We talked about pregnant people and music. Happy that you like the song italian nigga. Dillon and I talked bout many things; what we're scared of, music, art, rubber ducks, DRAG RACING! I have no idea why but I'm starting to become extremely interested in cars. I love European cars & vintage cars. Drag racing is freakin badass. Talked to Michelle Tibon and we also had an amazing conversation. Michelle Tibon, you're always in my prayers! STRONG ASS WOMAN. Definitely here for you 'kay? I found my own theme song. Supernova - Mr. Hudson ft. Kanye West. I can't stop listening to it. A KEEPER FOR SUREE.

Keeping my faith in God. Gonna keep praying and trusting that He knows the best. Whatever happens, happens right? I wish things didn't go the way it did*

what did I do to make you say that to me.

MR HUDSON [FEAT KANYE WEST] - SUPERNOVA from MrHudson on Vimeo.

graffiti & meaningful mixed tapes.

My dad woke me up around 11 today and said we were going to Sabrina's house. I was extremely tired because I stayed up all night last night. Stayed outside and literally watched the sunrise. So on the way to Sabrina's, I texted Susan Park and we had a nice conversation. When I arrived at her house I was greeted by her brother and sister. Garvey & Kaitlyn are the best. I gave Garvey a pack of gum because he reeallyy likes gum and he went and hid it in his pillow. I swear, he puts everything in that pillow. We later watched Phantom of the Opera. VERY good musical, I definitely recommend it. It was good hanging out time. We talked about the vacation we're gonna be taking really soon. Imma be going to her house on the 30th and sleeping over. The next day we'll be going to a Jenny Lin thing? I have no idea. Super excited and I can't wait for it. A 8-10 day trip, shopping in Las Vegas (= . OH YEAH! Watched "Dirty Jobs" with the kiddies and flipped out. Ms. Cawthon told us that people get cows pregnant by sticking their arms up the cow's butthole and inserting sperm into the cow. This was one of the tasks the guy had to do and I went ALSDJFLLAJKFLSKA. I laughed my butt off and was like I NEED TO GET THIS ON VIDEO! Too bad for me that my dad said we had to go before I had a chance to record & watch it. Overall, good day. Currently watching 650 lb Virgin. It's a show on TLC, very interesting. Short blog, too lazy & tired to write anything else.

Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know.

Pretty slow day, didn't get much sleep so I'm exhausted. Listening to Look After You - The Fray. Thanks for the song Hannah, I have it on repeat. Thinking bout some stuff, don't have much to say. Went on urbanoutfitters.com today and checked out some paintings & wall decor. They're really nice, I would love to do something like that. I want some hanging around my house. Went to art at about 5? and came back around 7. Still working on this one painting, probably gonna take another 6 months to finish. After that I came home and talked for awhile with Hiromi. I'll get you a painting soon* Went outside, just sat by the beach. I missed the sunset though. Nice weather today; cold.

9:33:27 PM me: alrightie well you know what

9:33:29 PM me: i'll get green tea

9:33:32 PM me: you get white mocha

9:33:35 PM hiromi: and we will share

^ awesome idea.

obsession & urbanoutfitters.

maybe we're better off this way..

Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

Thanks for the song Hannah*

chinese food & reincarnations.

So today was a pretty good day. Woke up around 12 p.m. Hardly got any sleep last night but oh well. Read Michelle Tibon's blog, thank you very much (= * Talked to Hannah on aim, and she asked me if i wanted to hang out with her, Nick, Van hoff, and Jae Jae. I said yeah sure I'm up for it. Then she asked if she can go over to my house and I said HELL YEEAH! LET'S BOTH WALK TO A.P! So I went and took a shower and waited for Hannah; she arrived around 2:40. We watched a bit of CSI then Hannah told me that Nick was waiting by himself at A.P. so we were like OH SHIZ! WE BETTER GET THERE ASAP! So we did. We stopped by Walgreens, and I was like HANNAH YOU NEED TO BUY THE SHAMPOO I USE! So we put in all the money we had and Hannah bought shampoo & conditioner ahahahaha. I bought a bag of chips, ahah like anyone cares. We walked to A.P. and just chatted. went by Kim's house and screamed out " I LOVE YOU KIM! " No response this time tho, idk why. I always say that whenever I walk by her house! Ahahaha.

So we're at A.P. now and we see Julian and Nick and Hannah's like let's scare them. EFF YEAH LET'S SCARE THEM. Ahahah, I managed to scare Nick. Hannah went and hid behind the wall ahahhahaa, Nick couldn't find her. We got bored after awhile so we decided to call more ppl to hang out. Hiromi later stopped by and hung out with us. We went to the beach cause we got bored and told Jae to meet us there. I reallyyy wanted to see Nick's house so he was like yeah sure why not. When we arrived we got a tour of his house. VERY NICE HOUSE NICK, YOUR MOM IS SOOO PRETTY! After that we went to the beach and just sat and chilled. We talked bout random stuff and had a pretty good time. We talked about gay porn AHAHAHA. Would you do gay porn for a million dollars? It got late so we decided to walk back up to A.P. to meet up with Aussie cause she needed her camera back from Hannah. Ends up that she was at Judah so we walked towards there for awhile then stopped cause she called us and told us to walk to her house. So we said surreee and walked towards her house. Walking towards her house, I thought its probably gonna take her awhile so I asked Hannah, Nick, and Hiromi if we could drop by my art studio and change my drawing time and how long imma be taking the class. Turns out they were closed so oh well. Met up with Jae and went to her house. She gave us bus money to take the bus back. Walked down to the 29 and took the bus. Nick went back to his house. Hannah, Hiromi and I bused but Hiromi left on Taraval. Hannah and I then bused back to her house. Hannah showed me her newly painted room and it's VERYY PRETTY! Watched soccer with her dad, interesting game. Then her parents took us out for chinese!

So we're at the dinner table and we're just chatting bout random stuff. Somewhere along the conversation we started talking about karma and reincarnations. I really enjoy talking to Hannah's dad because we always have really good conversations. We talked about how he thinks he was a native american before because he would get emotional looking at native american dances and how he felt like he really knew them. He also talked about how he thinks Hannah was Chinese before and that made me laugh. They also talked about their vacation to Brazil. Maann, I wanna go to Brazil now. It seems like a VERY VERY VERY nice place. Maybe Hannah's family and mine will go one day* I really like Hannah's family, they're so sweet and nice. God definitely blessed her family. OH YEAH, we ate some pretty damn good food too. After that we went back to Hannah's place cause my dad had to pick me up. We listened to some music and she introduced me to some REALLY good songs which I've never heard before. My dad then called and said he was there and I went back home. Now i'm sitting here and blogging. Still craving a green tea frappuccino! Ahaha. Well, good night, take care, & sweet dreams *

For Hannah's family*

Thanks for always being there for me. Honestly you guys make me smile. You guys always make me feel comfortable and at home. I swear you guys are like my second family. Hannah your mom makes damn good food and your dad always has the best conversations. Your brother is absolutely hilarious too, PIZZA* ahahaha. I know now that I can always turn to you guys and I'm very thankful for that. You guys have beautiful souls and caring hearts. If it weren't for you guys I would honestly be in a different state of mind. Thank you guys (=

a lifetimes worth of green tea frappuccinos & shia labeouf

A lifetimes worth of green tea frappuccinos & Shia Labeouf is all I really want. Ahahha, Hiromi cracks me up. What's the highlight of your day?

My damn cravings --->

Shia Labeouf drinking

green tea frappuccinos?

Gotta find that image.

Number One - Pharrell

^ My favorite song atm. World's, world's, world's famous.

This is for Michelle Tibon*

Thanks for understanding. I know it's tough huh, for them to be like this. We really are on the same page aren't we. I'm glad to have someone like you. You are a strong, amazing, beautiful, and smart individual. Blessed to have you in my life michelle, I really am. You know you're always in my prayers and I only wish for the best to happen to you. I'm ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS here for you. Ham-dog for life? Ahahaa. I'm glad you were there when I needed someone. It felt comforting and it eased the stress by a lot. You KNOW I'm always gonna be here for you. Life's a bitch at times huh? Oh well, just gotta move on and keep laughing. Smile when it hurts most right? Happy that we have so much more time to grow closer and to talk. STAY BEAUTIFUL! Love always, Yun.

green tea frappuccino. make it happen.

stupid.

It's absolutely amazing how stupid and unfair parents can be at times. Yeah sure I love them, but they GET ON MY NERVES. So I needed some new art supplies, a couple brushes, a couple paints, and 2 canvas. Mom says no. Bitches at me saying I'm, " wasting her money ". ON WHAT? Art supplies? Something that I NEED? This is the same woman who buys 2 pairs of shoes that are the same and EACH around $200. Then she gives me the "until you get a job i'm not buying it" speech. I already HAD a job but she said NO I can't work there cause I needa STUDY & GET READY FOR LOWELL. SCREW THAT. Bleh, and I really needed those art supplies.

my italian nigga got me inspired

LIKE THE TITLE SAYS, MY ITALIAN NIGGA GOT ME INSPIRED.

I wanted to start blogging mostly cause I love writing. It's a good way to work on your writing skills, plus it's fun. I read my italian nigga's blog EVERDAY, and I realized hey, why not? I should do this. So today I have to say was a pretty average day. CSI ALL DAY! Uber obsessed with that show. Maybe I'll major in forensics one day. Watched so you think you can dance with my badass today. There were cute guys there! Jason is steaming hot. DOLCE AND GABBANA! HELLO? AHAHHA I LOVEE BRUNO! Gotta see that movie soon. OH YEAH SUMMERS BEEN GREAT! Hecka good times already. Short blog tho, mom's in the other room. She'll go psycho on my ass if she finds out im still awake. BTW, Sydney VODKA CLOUD BUDDY, we'll be chilling soon. p.s. AARON BAHN WAKE UP AND BE HAPPY, BIG SMILE PLEASE!